I’ve been staring at my screen for a while now, tears still damp on my cheeks, trying to figure out how to write this review. I haven’t cried over a book and haven’t been in this state of both bittersweet heartache and contentment since Please Ignore Vera Dietz. In this trilogy ender, Maddie’s story has finally come to a Still Point.
First of all I would like to thank the publisher for sending me an ARC of this book. I’ve always loved the Awaken series and it is truly an honor. Still Point, how do I even start? I read this book in three hours, no breaks, no standing, nothing—and the emotional aftermath is still with me as I write this.
“Life is supposed to be a risk. It’s written everywhere around us. We are meant to take chances. We are meant to explode and shatter and spiral. Even if we break, we’ll come back to a still point.”
Still Point is a very satisfying ending to a series that has captured me from book one, although I must admit the closing chapters felt a bit abrupt and too rushed in terms of how the events played out. In this final installment, Maddie and Justin face the final battle against Digital School. I think, the core of this book is about making decisions and realizations about ourselves that we never even knew about. Things happen, people change, and we learn that choices we once thought we made aren’t always our final ones. This book left me heartbroken, contented, satisfied and sad all at the same time. I am pretty sure fans will end up feeling the same way as well once they finish this.
I don’t want to say anything that might spoil the story but I think the final words of the book summed it up perfectly, justifying it in a way that I cannot argue with. Not all people will like how this story ends but how can you hate something if it ended right? As for me, I accepted it for what it was and relished the end of a good series. Let’s just put it this way—life happens the least way we expect it, in ways that shape us into who we are, into who we will be, and sometimes we end up somewhere we never expected to be in but that’s how life is. If this series has taught us anything, it’s that life is meant to be experienced. Never settle for anything less.
“Our fingers have spaces between them, just like life, and things fall through. Part of my life was ending so a new part could begin. But first you have to let go. You have to open your fingers and let slip.”
EXPECTED RELEASE DATE: September 2, 2014
“There is something else you need to know about this book. As of right now, STILL POINT is scheduled as an Ebook only release (I’m talking about the US edition). Yes, this means it will only be available to read in a digital format.”
Can you believe this? Apparently, the print sales of Middle Ground didn’t do very well (rest assured, the eBooks have been strong) so they’ve put printing on hold for this one. THIS IS MADDIE’S WORST NIGHTMARE! I just can’t imagine how a series like Matched gets printed to the end and this won’t! I won’t stand for this! But we can help! Check the author’s website (katiekacvinskybooks.wordpress.com) on how we can push this book to print.
Read my review for Middle Ground, the second book in Katie Kacvinsky’s Awaken trilogy.